I didn't plan it, but with the new year came a new outlook on life for me. Everyone comes to that point, I think. Either change, no matter how hard that may be, or stay locked in that tiny, dark, depressing world. It might be comfortable, but it's killing you baby.
It's so hard to imagine myself any other way than how I am today. But I have to, and I will.
It will be OK.
I sent a text message at 5am the other day. I had been drinking, smoking, I took a couple darvacets, and I was such a cliche. I said in the text "I'm going to accept the present and let go of the past"
Fucking right.
And it will be OK.
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