I'm not so sure about today. Everything seems off, somehow. Ever feel that way?
One reason could be that my eye hurts. I don't even know why, but it's sort of swollen and tender to the touch. It's probably infected with ooze and bacteria because I've been forgetting to take my contacts out a lot lately. I hate contacts. I'm going to get lasek. If my eyeball doesn't fall out.
Also, for some reason I decided to curl my hair with a big curling iron and the goal was waves, but instead I look like polly freakin anna and it just doesn't suit me.
And it doesn't help that I haven't felt like myself in awhile. Maybe the day isn't off. It's probably me that's off. I feel like my brain is out of balance with my feelings. One is here, the other is there. Shouldn't they be synced up? Yeah I think so.
I really miss my cats. I'm moved out of J's, but the cats aren't yet. For reasons I can't control. One more week without them. Sometimes, they're the only things that can make me smile.
Yup, I'm insane. It's OK.
Thursday night is the best night of TV, and I missed all the shows. Since I no longer have DVR, since I no longer live at J's, then I will have to watch them all on my tiny computer screen. Horrible right?
Basically I feel like a shell. I've lost all my passion. It's so sad people have to become so jaded, and I'm one of them.