You are welcome for the cat pics, they are overdue.
Is it sad the the thing I will miss most about living here is Baxter?
OK, I lied. I'll miss Baxter and someone else. No matter how much I try to say I won't.

J asked if I wanted to go on a little ride today, since it was so gorgeous outside, and even though we are weird around each other lately, I said OK.
Didn't take any pictures, mostly because I was just trying to hold on for my life (motorcycles still scare me a teeny tiny bit sometimes) but I wish I had. It was just a perfect little ride and I found myself living in the moment for an hour, and it was wonderful to be with someone I care for, under the sun, wind in my face. No matter what is going to happen in the future, I had a good time.
I'm currently writing for Hallmark, can you tell?
A bit gag-worthy, sorry. But I need to remember the good moments, OK? It saves me from insanity.



I've already lost 8 lbs, stress and depression does that to me. Last time I felt this way I lost 50 lbs, so that is something to look forward to. I'm only aiming for 20-30 this time, though, otherwise I might die. Really.