OK, let's say for a second that you are me. Would you-
Go out on a date with a 36 year old guy who has been divorced for 2 years and has... get ready...
Six children?
I just don't know. Granted, they are all from the same woman, his ex-wife. So, it's not like he's out shooting sperm in all kinds of chicks.
And he looks a lot like Dierks Bentley. Not even kidding. Yummmmm.
I think I'm going to say yes.

In other news, I find it completely weird that I'm not all insanely depressed over the break-up with J. I guess this time I know it's how it has to be. And I feel a hugely overwhelming feeling of RELIEF.
I don't have to worry anymore. I don't have to hurt anymore.
I'm actually excited about meeting new guys.
This is all very new to me. I've fallen into depression so many times over him, and this time... I'm OK.
I feel like there's a constant stream of Xanax injecting itself into my veins or something. Everything is just OK.
I hope this never ends.

My new thing is posting videos of Evan Dando and/or The Lemonheads, because I feel like I'm 13 again and have a massive crush on him, and I think everyone should soak in his beauty. You're welcome.