OK, so I'm announcing to the world that for the next 10 days I will be on a very strict diet eating only vegetables, chicken or turkey, and sometimes fruit. That is ALL I'll be eating. I'm sick of putting toxic poison into my body ie: taco bell, processed bullshit, loads of sugar, trans fat, don't forget mcdonalds, chocolate every single day, etc etc. I am addicted and must break the addiction, which I estimate will take 10 days.
I was putting on my underwear yesterday, a size medium, and noticed that they wouldn't quite pull up the way they used to, and I had a hard time covering my buttcrack with them, which IS the point of underwear, right? And for a second I was like, YES I got some booty back, because when I'm skinny I have a teeny tiny little ass, not quite flat if I'm working out, but it's small and insignificant. So I was happy for about 5 seconds, then realized that along with regaining my ass, I've also regained in every other place that does not need to be regained.
So, I finally stepped onto the dreaded scale after the underwear incident and I've gained 20 lbs from my lowest weight, a little over a year ago. 20 lbs of fat. Disgusting. I'd be happy losing 15 since I was a tiny bit too thin for my height and body proportions a year ago. So, my goal for now is 15 lbs and to work out more often. My gym membership should help with that, let's hope.
I realize no one gives a shit about me and my fatty fattness but I feel like typing it out for anyone to read helps me a bit.
Today so far I've eaten a banana and a glass of OJ for breakfast, and 3 boneless skinless chicken tenders with a cup of asparagus for lunch. I feel better already.
1 comment:
eating good food makes you feel better whether you're trying to lose weight or not. i commend your efforts-- it's hard to do! the world eats based on "convenience" and sadly, the foods that are good for you are not usually convenient.
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